The assignment for today was to answer this question. What is one truth and one lie you believe right now? The truth I believe is that I will spend eternal life in heaven at the feet of my heavenly father. The lie I believe is that my husband doesn't love me. It is a lie I tell myself all the time. He has given me no reason to believe he doesn't love me yet I chose to doubt his love for me. He tells me several times every day - sincerely- that he loves me, yet I am unable or unwilling to believe him and tell myself over and over that he doesn't love me. Why do I do it? Why can't I just accept what he tells me? As I write this I wonder if it is really because I can't/don't love myself. Thus, I can't believe anyone else does either. Hmmmm....food for thought.
Barb